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Well, this year is almost over and 2010 is hurtling towards us now. I look back and reflect on everything thats happened. I don't know what it is about this year, but for some reason, with this years end, for the first time, I AM looking back. You see, I don't celebrate new years so the traditions are lost to me.

What was I saying?

Oh right, reflecting back on this past year.

A lot of sh-um, stuff, happened. I feel like I woke up from a long drug endused sleep to a world that frightened me. I reacted to it in the only way I could. Panic. In that panic, a lot of people were there for me. Most of them not even in person... some of them may not even know how much they helped me.

So I want to honor them here, one by one.


Rob, you are a rare person. You're kindness and goodness without a reason. You love unconditionally and without a thought of recieving anything in return. In this world, at this time in hostory, that is so incredibly hard to find. I'd say you have a heart of gold but that doesn't even begin to cover it. Gold is worthless when I think of the value your friendship has to me. You drove five hours to get me when I needed you the most, you gave me a place to stay, you fed me, and cared for me when I felt I had nothing left and when everything I thought I knew blew up in my face. You are, and will forever more, be my own personal Phantom. No one else will ever take your place.


You've been my best friend ever sinse I can remember. It's so weird when I think about it. How many people can look back at themselves and thier best friend and not even know how they met. Maybe we were just born and placed together in a playpen and that was it! We've been through so much hun! From moving away and having a friendship over such a great distance, and all those letters and summers together in the adirondaks, being on the phone for all those hours and being yelled at about the bills by our parents XD I'll never forget it hun! Most of my lifes great loves came from you. My little pony as children, Sonic later on (and 'Kelly' and how we were going to take over archie comics), then anime... I can share anything with you, good or bad. You're like the other part of me that nothing else can fill! Not marriage, not children, nothing can fill the part of my heart that you occupy! I'm so blessed to have you and know that our friendship is so eternal. You love me and support me despite my insane moods and indecisiveness. You accept all of me. Not a day passes that I don't think of you. Not a day will pass that I don't. I love you Vick, I always have, and I always will!


How can I even tell you just how much I love you! You've been there through SO much! You have so much on your plate already and you still give of yourself and are there for me! When everything went down you were there, you helped me, you cared for me, you supported me! Binny, you are irreplacable and I miss talking to you till all hours of the morning! I miss brainstorming on pics and IZ and looking at eachothers sketches... You're like a sister to me! Even closer! You are such a beautiful person! Thank you for everything you've done for me. I just can't express the depths of thanks I want to give you, words fail me! Also... Y Y FEEEETTTT!!!!!


Shelly, my god, you might be the most loving and kindhearted girl on this planet! You're so loving and forgiving, both on and off DA, and you have an integrity and moral fiber thats as unshakable as the moon! I can't tell you how truely touched I am to be able to call you my friend! God, when everything happened, you binny and Rob, having you three behind me sustained me! Knowing I had real friends and people who supported me... Shelly, you're a big part of what makes my world go round! Thank you for your gifts in art, rping, and most importantly, your friendship. I treasure you hunni! NOW GET IN THE CUPBOARD! We have unfinished buisness!!!


I know, right? XD
Seriously Crystal, you are a breath of fresh air to me! There's so many people on DA that put on airs and try to act like your friend only to get something from you (You know, comment a few times, then request art v,v) but you... Crys, you'll write a freakin book in a comment only for the knowledge that you were able to express how much you enjoyed the picture, not to get anything in return! You are so genuine, and you just want to be a good a person! We have so much in common and I love when we chat on the phone! I feel less alone and I end up giggling at everything!! You always lift my spirits, and in ways you could never ubnderstand! God, how many times have I gotten online depressed and read a comment you left on something, and not always on MY work even! Your enthusiasm is contagious, and girl, I love you for it!! Thank you for being you and being such a wonderful friend!


I acn't even begin to tell you how glad I am that you're back! When you felt you had to leave (and I do understand the need and why you had to) I felt like a part of my shriveled up and died, like part of DA had lost its magic! Initially hun, you just inspired me to try harder, to try to make my art as gorgeous as yours! You inspired me to be more than I am! Then, when we talked and chatted, and back when the group of us satam fans would just group chat and laugh about everything (and nothing too), I realised what a beautiful person you are! Chad, you being back on DA makes my life a little sweeter! No matter where life brings me, I can always go to your page and see somethign that'll make me smile. And everytime I hear from you, it's like picking up where we left off <3 Never change hun! You're one in a million!


You may not know it hun, but you inspire me in the biggest of ways! Both in art and you as a person! In art, you're coloring, expressions, and stylish...um...style XD just blows me away! I want to be like that, I want to color like that so badly! Then, we started talking! You're so vibrant! You're kind and thoughtful, and I know you don't think you are but you ARE and I love you for it! You'll always be my lil' pooface! I admire how you always speak out against things that are idiotic! Girl, you got balls XD I wish mine would drop already!!! I LOVE YOU SONII!!!


Bex, I don't care what you say, you are such a beautiful person, inside AND out! You're so strong, you're noble, you're there for your friends, and your so full of life! When we first spoke, you just had me in stitches laughing, and I felt so so ashamed of what I used to think and how I believed those dumb rumors. You forgave me and gave me a chance and god, you have helpled me learn something very valueable. I almost missed out on knowing someone amazing! And you ARE amazing hun! I wish I had the talent you do, and I wish I had the mental outlook on like you do! I love you Bex, and I know you're busy and its sometimes hard to keep in touch, but I'm always here for you <3 Please believe me hun, you are so beautiful <3 In every way!

Wait, isn't that a song?


Okay batman, seriously, do you know how many times I was down in the dumps and I get online to see one of your silly off the wall comments? XD I wish I could get on messenger and chatr it up with you more! Despite all the crap you put up with you're always so quick to try to cheer others up! I admire you so much! And god, GIVE ME THOSE AMAZING SKILLS YOU GOTS!!! Here's to you, with iced tea and nachos in hand!!

I have to get off now, the hubby needs the computer, but I want to thank the following people as well!



Also, god, there's so many people, but thats all for now.

Guys, all of you, thank you for being here for me through this very hard years <3

Now, these are my friends!! Go LOVE THEM!
This is my best friend from BIRTH! She's amazing!

The rest of my amazing friends
(in no particular order lmao)


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(don't worry, the fave fanchar meme is still going. Just need a free evening to go through all the entries <3)

Okay, On the rare occassion, I feel the need to rant a little bit. I try not, heaven knopws I do try not to. But today, I feel like my heart is in the toilet (I probably crapped it out with all the diarhea I've been having )

I hate where my life is right now. I feel that the only people who really care about me at all are online (aside from Tim). I feel like everyone else just loves my baby. I'm so happy my baby is so loved, but when you feel like the only reason your parents talk to you at all is because of your offspring, life gets depressing.

I've been working my tail off trying to keep the house clean too to try and feel like I'm being proactive. You know, do something to earn my keep? I don't even think anyone notices. I always speak kindly and lovingly to everyone and I feel like a fish out of waterr! EVERYONE in this house is constantly insulting eachother like it's the most natural thing to do. Sometimes I just walk around in the dark outside and cry.

I've also been loosing a lot of weight, 17 lbs in total sinse we moved down here. I'm stressed out constantly, and I'll live on coffee all day, only eating at times, at dinner. I love the fact I'm getting thinner personally. =/ But everyone else seems to be worrying over it.

It's strange, but I also have noticed a weird 'southern pride'. Despite the fact that I've lived my whole life in upstate NY in the rurals and farm country, they still label me a 'city yankee' and keep saying "well things are this way in the coutry' as if being in the rurals is soemthign new for me. ESSPECIALLY sinse the kids in the family keep saying it and THEY'VE only been in the fucking country for 6 months!!! They've ALWAYS lived in the city of Gulfport! *rolls eyes*

Maybe I'm being too sensitve, or maybe everything else is just catching up to me and I'm realising just how sucky this world is. I'm having trouble seeing the positives in anything and I just can't stand knowing that all my 'thinking positive' was just trying to cover up the fact that I'm a pesimist and hate myself for it. Come to think of it, I hate myself for a lot more than that. I hate that I can't be happy. I hate that I can't make my parents be proud of me. I hate that I can't be the person I want to be despite how hard I try! 'We must be the change we wish to see', 'I'll become what you became to me', 'A little love goes a long way'...all those little quotes I kept inside me thinking if I could change myself enough to be kind of person who is loving and kind in a world full of hate and misery....It's a pile of shit.

I wish I could disable comments on this journal, but I can't. I probably won't reply to anythign so don't feel a need to say anythign either. I'd actually prefer it if you didn't.

Maybe I'll just delete this journal once I feel that these words have made my emotions as abstract as they are, more tangible and easy to deal with.

One can only hope.

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This is my best friend from BIRTH! She's amazing!

The rest of my amazing friends
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MORE ENTRIES!!!!

I dunno, this is just something fun I wanna do! Feel free to do it too!

STEP 1
Everyone, go into your gallery, find your best picture of your Sonic Fanchar,

STEP 2
Post the thumbnail code as a comment to this journal, along with a short description of the charecter!

STEP 3
I'll copy and paste the info into this journal

STEP 4
In about a week, I'll go through them all and say which 10 are my favorites and why!


RULES

1-ONLY ONE submission is allowed per person

2-Friends CAN enter, but try not to be biased

3-Be honest but kind!


ENTRIES

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Skyph Hernández. She's a hedgehog with the ability to control moonlight and to transform her hands or two specific strands of hair into anything [in this pic, they're wings], though if she uses one, she can't use the other. She's pretty flat-affect, mostly because she was trained as a living weapon. However, she's learning to break free of that.

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Leth. Being reborn from death with a sole purpose, her appearance altered to fit the role and given power to destroy her father by unleashing a demon she never agreed with afterward. She never got to. Her judgments are neutral and personality is calm.

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Sky the Fox.
An aerokinetic [[ability to control wind/air]] fox who just likes messing around and being silly. She enjoys music and is very lazy, and very laid back. When you get her mad, she has a bit of a [[LARGE]] temper. She's a videogame dork and loves just fooling around and having fun. And hates water.

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Katrina Isabella Kamoré, but KK for short. She's not the greatest when it comes to basic fighting, so she makes up for it by defending herself with her pyrokinesis. But her skills lie more in mechanics and EX-Gear racing. Generally optimistic and friendly, but can have a bit of a loud mouth.

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Nega Espio is a Nega or 'opposite' of Espio the Chameleon! He's playful and goofy, treasures innocence and protects it, and is obsessed with pancakes! He takes karma into his own hands, punishing those who would hurt the innocent and pure, and make sure they think twice, if ever, before doing it again.

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Abyss the Omega, and he is one of the gods of choas, mostly dealing with Death. His job is to find and transport the souls from the Living Realm to Infinity Castle, where souls usually spend the rest of their days. This is his traditional form, but he usually sports a more simple form [link] and although he looks like a porcupine, that's just his preferred form (can shape shift). He is usually calm and precise, usually talking in an older style. He can be a bit boastful at times, and is very protective of his mortal friends

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Starfire Anne Carrington. She's a cat with the ability to turn invisible, & create forcefields. She has a mission to find a secret key to anti-mobuis, but she's very afraid of this mission because almost every villain is after her thinking she has the key. She's shy, creative, friendly, & tough & loves to make friends.

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Kiro's powers are related to Gravity and come from the Gravity Ring that is attached to his tail. Though since he can't use a huge amount of this power and is limited to doing little things like walking on walls and fast or slow falling. He is pretty cocky but serious when it comes to friends in trouble and will do almost anything to help a friend out. He has no memory of when he was a child, or his family for that matter which is why he keeps his friends close as his new family.


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lol Crystal is also in the pic, hope that's ok x3
Asha the cheetah; a girl in search of fun and adventure. She's loud, hyperactive, and impulsive; a generally obnoxious combination, but her optimistic and sunny disposition makes it somewhat difficult to remain angry with her. She oves being active and has a rather small attention span, so she can't usually remain in one spot for too long.

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Brittanica Gur, aka Britty
A cat (cougar, more specifically) with the very amazing ability to get on people's nerves. When she met Knuckles, she decided that her goal in life was to be better than him at... everything. As a result, she's taken on a lot of his habits (such as being a gullible idiot ). She likes to play pranks on the others, and way too often she's found as the founder of a food fight. (Because of said food fights though, she has almost perfect aim. ) Other than that, she doesn't really have anything too incredible about her. She's just cool.

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Her name is Tilas Trinity. Mother of 7 (6 adopted, 1 on the way) she is very caring and always seems to take in lost souls into her home, offering her land to any who wish to stay. She strives to help others live safe and happy lives, something she was denied growing up. Her favorite hobby is riding (and ultimately crashing- she's a little crazy on it) her ATV.

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"Random and crazy like a spaz. Also cleric and is too weak to fight in a fist fight type of battle. She's a pacifist so it's hard for her to even think of fighting unless it's play fighting. She's a species that got manipulated by her fathers' Mercury powers which deformed her ears, body structure and her tails, and almost everything else. She is very kind to a fault where she can be too nice even when being hurt and sometimes is too trusting with people even if they are known for being distrusting and dishonest. Most of the time you would think she'd be made fun of but it rarely happens where she is, since everyone there is different as their own species as well. So she fitted in just fine."

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Raiko "Sparky" Thunderbolt is an Ex-G.U.N. agent. Her species is a half-roboticized maned wolf, and she excels in vehicle and machinery operation. Since she spent her whole life from birth up to 16 with G.U.N. she is very naive about the simplest things and is constantly trying to adjust to a more "normal" life. Being half robotic she is not always aware of her strength. She has a kind heart but is often very shy and outspoken.

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King Spence Echidna. Lord of Methonia. This Echidna is a being of almost pure energy encased in a mortal flesh body. He still grows as any other, starting from a young man whom thought could take on the world, and nothing could stand before him learning much over the years, being powerful isnt just about being bigger and better, but about bearing great responsibility. He can use his chaotic energies to do almost anything he wishes, but is heavily restrictive on his use of it, making sure it is only used for the good he can bring to his nation and his world. He also has a small family which he guards with his life.

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He is an undead goat but he was risen wih his soul, so he retains his personality, memories and skills he had in life. He can be a bit dense at times, more so with things that surpass his intelligence but he is an overall friendly guy and loyal to his friends.

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Kida is really tomboyish and dislikes every girly stuff.
If she gets a mission, she concentrates on finishing it as fast as possible, and not to be noticed. She mostly works 'behind the scenes' and watches the movements of everybody. She only interrupts if the life of someone is in danger. She is cold hearted to strangers, what of course makes it hard for her to find friends.
She never tries to get to know somebody to well, because after she verfilled her destiny, all those friends and good memories would only hurt her. If she gets to know somebody and they become friends, Kida is there for this one and protects him/her no matter what it may cost.
Her powers are Chaos energy ( since she's connected to the red chaos emerald) and fire ( aka 'the flames of life' )

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An oddball, smartass, and foul mouthed whacko, Base is a point man and front line fighter, refusing to stay in the back when the action is to be had elsewhere on the field. Unfortunately without any sort of special ability, he has to rely completely on his own strength, speed, and endurance to see him through a fight. To the extreme, he doesn't really care for his own existance, pervaded by self loathing he lives to help others in any way he can, disguising his hate for himself with an oddball sense of humor.

A psyche evaluation done by Dr. Quack, and by Dr. Kintobor of the Moebius dimension came to the same conclusion that he may actually be mentally ill, caused by the various stressful events in his life that leave him with an overloaded sense of grief and paranoia.

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Polaris is really a fish out of water; coming from a future where chaos energy is just beginning to be used for every day purposes. Stuck in the present, he has a difficult decision when he meets Lioniss and really doesn't want to leave him...
Although he has the capabilty to go on a stabbing spree with the blade in his arm, he's really a pacifist and tries to keep out of fights; this can be quite difficult with his sometimes short temper, but he tries his best. He's really quite sweet and shy, but will stick up for what he believes in and for those he loves (especially Lioniss Cx) when angered- but usually he's walked all over by other people, due to cyborg discrimination back in his own time, leading him to believe himself worthless

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Mavrik is unlike other hedgehog/mongoose hybrid who is unlike other Mobians, his body naturally cancels out Chaos energy, both making him immune to Chaos based attacks and unable to utilize it himself. A Super Soldier raised under GUN's Project Overlord, headed by one Doctor Julian Kintobor, since he was a small childhood he was designated the leader of three successful test subjects and sent into able at the age of sixteen where he successfully defeated the opposing nation's leader. Upon discovering a crying baby buried among the corpses of the dead his cold, ruthless mind shattered and he escaped along with his teammates and the child. He hasn't been seen of heard from since, though rumours abound that he's been helping Sonic from the shadows from day one.
Unknown to the world he has raised the child, a girl he named Jennifer, as his own. Since she is now twelve years old and trained in his own style of self defence he isn't afraid to leave her alone for extended periods to secretly save Sonic's hide time and again. He's lost contact with his old team mates but has a bad feeling one has met a horrible fate.

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Hae’Mosu (pronounced Hay-Moe-Sue ) is a Pasha— part of a race of dragon-like creatures native exclusively to the Floating Isle. In the pecking order of a Pasha pack, being a “copper” means that ‘Mosu is at the top of the ladder. However, this Pasha prefers to ignore most of the ancient traditions of his people, and instead of being a leader he’d rather take on the role of adventurer. He longs to leave the monotony that is the plains of the Floating Isle and venture out into the world to see what is to be seen. Witty, well-spoken (for someone who is telepathic ) With those long legs of his, he certainly loves to run… not as fast as like Sonic mind you… but like any plains-type creature, Hae’Mosu can reach speeds of up 45mph for short distances. Also, being as big as he is (about 15H.H ) those feet and that whip-like tail can cause quite the damage in a fight if you were on the wrong end of them.

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Shade is shadow's lil' sis heres some general info about her ^^:
Sex: F
Age: 10
Species: hedgehog
Interests: Killing robots, annoying shadow, and studying.
Dislikes: being picked on, being looked down on, and people who can kick her ass (she hasn't met anyone that can yet <.< )
Likes: Metal sonic, talking like a baby (even though shes really smart), taking things apart and putting them back together, and having fun.

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Dolly. This is the only picture of her in my gallery, and my only fan character from like, any fandom. She likes fish and is incredibly silly to a disability. Now mostly she's an in-joke character because she's always looking for people to play twister with.

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A crafty thief who spends his nights stealing pieces of rare art from museums and galleries across his home, the city of Lunopolis. Lezard is most peculiar among other thieves on account of his fearsome claws, which he uses to ravage the area around whatever he steals as his trademark, so to speak. Although he uses the crudest and most reckless methods of stealing imaginable, Lezard has upheld his reputation of being impossible to catch, and local authorities have no evidence whatsoever on his case. When he isn't stealing, he runs a small antique shop called Smithytown in the downtown Cafe district of Lunopolis, going by the name "Smith Hedgehog."

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Ravager is a clone of Tails. When he was created he looked and acted the same and even had the same memories, he thought he was Tails. After four years of testing and he along with a clone of Sonic and Knuckles were taken to the D.N.A altering labs where he was operated on and had a claw weapon system installed and a mind control chip. His D.N.A was mixed with Shadows and was changed for ever.

About a year after he was created he was sent on his first mission. He was to assassinate the military leaders of a isolated city called Angels End. He completed his task perfectly and planted a nuclear device which destroyed the city.

Long story short he escaped beliving that the kingdom of Acorn had helped the unamed human organization. He arrived at New Mobotropolis and tried to convince everyone that he was the real Tails and that the real one was a fake. With a D.N.A perfection scan was done he found out he was nothing more than a copy.

Having no life and no where else to turn he swore to make everyone responsible pay.

He is not as fast as Tails or Sonic due to the metal in his body nr can he fly. However he is incredibly agile. He is not as strong as Knuckles or Shadow but makes up for it in hiss attack speed. He can use Chaos powers however they drain his power quicker. He is also armed with 5 claws on each hand and a grabber on one Tails for holding and a pincer for slicing.

He is not pure evil just totally insane and belives that his cause is righteous and anyone that gets in his way is working with the enemy and is part of the conspiracy. He enjoys nothing more than bringing pain to his enemys and can be very crule.

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"Honey bat's one of those typical Mobian girls having a phase towards maturity, really. Apart from the facts that she's constantly hiding something from everyone, has some alien perks to her abilities and avoids any sort of confrontation, she's normal without those in mind. Really!"

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Rayne the Phoenix. Rayne's usually sweet and quiet, but a tad stubborn. She's near immune to cold, but easily overheats in 70+ Fahrenheit weather. She's not very tough, and hates to fight for a very good reason. That reason is her demon. It's not something she likes or even gains any power from, but when she gets into a fight or is attacked, it seizes her fear and weakness to force itself out of the little phoenix to wreak havoc once more.

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This is my best friend from BIRTH! She's amazing!

The rest of my amazing friends
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Well, long story short, my little plan to get the scanner working failed.

I know I could figure it out and all but my inlaws asked me to stop trying, because they are worried about virus' and spyware. =/ I guess I can't blame them, but I'm still bummed. The internet also happened to go out while I was trying to get things working, so for a few hours, I got the feeling they thought I was the cause.

I'm not angry or anything, they don't know much about computers and have trouble even accessign thier email. I'm just...bummed. I was so hoping to post all the drawings I have done. I'll have to wait and find another way then, I guess <3

I want to say thank you to everyone who tried to help me out in the last journal. It WAS very helpful <3

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Hey guys, I have a quick question. I've spent the past hour reinstalling my inlaws scanner only to find I can't find a program to use it in XD So are there any computer programs that most computers have that I can use to scan? I don't think painr, word, or anythign else has them, so I'm asking. Any help would be good, I really want to post all teh drawings I've done.

Now, these are my friends!! Go LOVE THEM!
This is my best friend from BIRTH! She's amazing!

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